i thought i had written this

i already thought i had written about this but i can't find it anywhere

i'm watching star wars. revenge of the sith. Anikan does it all for love. he turns to the dark side because he has a premonition that his wife is going to die. he is trying to save her, instead he ends up being the reason she dies.

how often do we all do something out of love, or for the best intention and it all goes wrong. they said it in Wicked too - no good deed goes unpunished, no act of charity goes unresented. was said in Xena too, frequently, by Ares.

i'm not sure i have a point, but it's just a thought that runs around my head every now and then, and makes me think.

"Was I really seeking good
Or just seeking attention?
Is that all good deeds are
When looked at with an ice-cold eye?"


that is all